im doing fine...how are you

we really dont get up here....but no point. lol

where you at?

bOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO?

I DO...she told me again that our relationship is not of God...and if it is then it will last...and i'm trusting god...but what do i do between the time that he's working, beside praying, what do i do, stop going to tab cause she think it's wrong....but one thing i do know is that i'm not seperating myself from you cause it's not in my heart to do...i'm just lost cause of my mom, but myself, idk

ok baby i am.....it's just the fact that it's my mom doing this and it makes it hard to know what to do and how understand. i really love you too...i do....i'm in love with you......she thinks i'm too old for you too.

im really listenig to you...it's just that she makes it seem as if i'm wrong...by not obeying her and stuff...and that i'm gonna wish i did...and i don't know what to do, i did pray and i still am, i just dont know what actions to do.

and she said i dont respect her cause i go and tell you everything and said that i was gonna go and tell you everything...she said that you controling me, like i'm your rag doll or something she said for a synonym, but she did a fake laugh like trying to be funny like you're controling me....and stuff.

i dont wanna loose you...

idk.....my mom came to me and was talking about how your church is bad and it's not for me and asked if i play, and i said i have before 2 times, and was talking about you and said that you got me disrespecting her and that you got a spirit and that i hurt her feelings and stuff like that, and i'm like what?......and said that ever since i met you, i've changed a whole lot...basically like your negative is brushing off on me and making me change towards her...and she said she knows about your church and that it's the people and stuff.....man idk, i went to sleep on it cause i got tired of it being on my mind. and i wanted new mercy. feeling better when i wake up.

......what. Okay. But I gotta act on it. i want your opinion. cause i feel like it mainly cause i feel like i go more to offer to a higher level. and jerami said i should have been moved on and stuff, and he right too.